A reflection for self motivatin

Its a deep advice i've got from a jumaah sermon while im in egypt long ago, when the imam said:

اذا تراك قراء القراءن بالدقيقة، وانتم تركه بالساعة،
اذا تركه بالساعة، وانتم تركه باليوم،
اذا تركه باليوم، وانتم تركه بالشهر،
اذا تركه بالشمس، وانتم تركه بالسنة،
اذا تراكه بالسنة، وانتم تركه حتئئ الموت

"When you leave the quran from your reading for a minute, then you'll leave it for an hour,
Then if you leave it for an hour, you'll leave it for a day,
If you leave it for a day, you'll leave it for a week,
If you keave it for a week, you'll leave it for a month,
If you leave it for a month, you'll leave it for a year,
And if you leave it for a year, you'll forgot it for the whole of your life."

When i heard this, it comes to me like a lightning that pierce deep into my heart. It made me thinking, how are my day today? Have i read the quran? How many pages that i've read and how many left to read?

It just came like someone are telling me what to do, what have i forgot. Allahu, i've almost cried at the end of that day..how He always remind us so many things, but we are always forgotten. We forgot about Him, we forgot about what we must do, forgot about the purpose that have been assign to us.

" And i did not create the jinn n mankind except to worship me" (51:56)

After that incident, i've always remind myself 'Have you read the quran today?' (Although i've always fail to do so, hehe) but i've tried. But its not to complicated if you ask your friends to help. Its a good deeds for you to remind your friends and in the same time or indirectly, its reminds you also. Plus, it will be more easier actually, to remind or help one another.

So, right now, im asking you, right now, this last sentences of mine, have you read the quran today?  ^_^

A step towards a Change in your life

'Ak nk berubah ler thun nih' , 'azam ak utk berubah sbb tettt' , dan byk lagi kata2 yg menyatakn keinginan utk berubah saban hari. Bila dh niat, maka mulalah lgkh2 ke arah perubahan yg baru dlm diri setiap insan. Tetapi, seperti biase, ada yg gagal..dn x kurg jgk yg berjaya merubah diri kearah yg diingini.

Maka dgn itu, kluar ler plak kata2 begini, 'ssh lah nk berubah', 'alah, kalo berubah pun dpt apa pun... ' xde org support', n mcm2 lagi. Begitu lah manusia, dulu, kini, n selamanya.

Memang, utk melakukn suatu perubahan itu susah, lagi2 bile kita nekad utk berubah kearah yg baik. Ada je halangan2 n gangguan2 yg perlu dilalui oleh org2 seperti ini. Sbb syaitan x pena putus asa utk menyesatkn ank adam dr mengikut apa yg diturunkn oleh tuhan. Mereka dengki dgn manusia yg tuhan jdikn sbg sebaik2 ciptaanNya.

And kdg2 bkn dr syaitan je, kite kne igt, Allah juga mahu uji hamba2Nya, which of them yg betul2 mahu, yg btul2 berusaha. Lgpun mmg kite diutuskn diatas muka bumi nih utk diuji, bukan? Smpikn kdg2 kita hampir2 berputus harap drNya.

JANGAN kawan, Allah berfirman dlm kitabNya yg agung:

"...dan janganlah kamu berputus asa dari rahmat serta pertolongan Allah. Sesungguhnya tidak berputus asa dari rahmat dan pertolongan Allah itu melainkan kaum yang kafir". (12:87)

Tp kawan, teruskn lah berubah walau apa pun terjadi. Kerna pabila anda berjaya, anda akn merasa nikmat yg teramat sgt, anda akn bersyukur sgt dgn apa yg tuhan bagi. Juga kerna setiap yg berlaku itu oenuh dgn hikmah2 yg tersembunyi. Fikirkn pengakhiran, insyaAllah jln2 yg dihadapi penuh liku ini akn jadi mudah sahaja. seperti org yg kehausan br pulang dr pdg pasir, bile terlihat je air,maka dia akn berusaha sedaya upaya utk mendptkn air tersebut walaupun disebelahnya org memberikn sedulang emas.

Carilah bi'ah atau suasana yg membantu kearah perubahan supaya lebih mudah utk kita. carilah kwn2 yg soleh dan solehah yg mampu membimbing kita, yg mampu menunjukkn contoh yg baik, mampu memberi nasihat tatkala kita tersilap mahupun tersalah lgkh, mampu mengingatkn kita ttg tuhan disaat kita hampir terjatuh, dan menjadi org yg menyokong kita pabila kita memerlukan.

Akhir kalam, there is nothing impossible until you really fail to try it. Try n try, and never forget to tawakal after you strived, never forget to prostrating, begged and cry to Him in the middle of the night when everyone is still asleep asking for His guidance, then insyaAllah, you will succeed.

credit to someone special. :)

May all of us have a nice flight again someday together.

It has been a while I've been back for good today from place that i can called it as my second home, Egypt. In Arabic they usually called it as ام الدنيا or the mother of the world. I've been there for so long made me realize how quickly time had passed. And today, I missed to be back there again.

Why? 

Because in there, I've learnt so many things. Which includes how to appreciates about everything. About yourself, about your own friends, who will sit by your side and who will leave. About how people cannot be judge by their appearance, and also Happy and sad moment in all the things happened to me. 

And when this song came into the radio, I've just cant stop thinking about those precious moment. They're like my own Ohana. Being there when you need them and they need you. Doing all stuff together till the end through all hard and ease,thick and thin...miss the exams and suddenly having a wrong subjects to be answered, being scolded by lecturers for all the silent during oral test, sleep late for only playing games and watching movies together..and many many more.

But in the end, our journey need to be continued. And all of us need to depart for our own ways.

Suddenly tears streaming down my cheeks...hoping for all the joy would come back when we were there.. when we going for holidays together..laughed at each other..sometime for something stupid...made stupid things knowing the risk that might happened..well..its the best moment there...but deep down...in my heart... I know... its never coming back.

It's been a long day without you my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
We've come a long way from where we began
Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
When I see you again

All the planes we flew
Good things we've been through
That I'd be standing right here talking to you
'Bout another path
I know we loved to hit the road and laugh
But something told me that it wouldn't last
Had to switch up
Look at things different
See the bigger picture
Those were the days hard work forever pays
Now I see you in a better place
Uh, how could we not talk about family
When family's all that we got?
Everything I went through you were standing there by my side
And now you be gone with me for the last ride

First you both go out your way
And the vibe is feeling strong
And what's small turn to a friendship
A friendship turned into a bond
And that bond will never be broken
And the love will never get lost

And when brotherhood come first
Then the line will never be crossed
Established it on our own
When that line had to be drawn
And that line is what we reached
So remember me when I'm gone
How could we not talk about family

Why'd you have to leave so soon?
Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to leave me when I needed you the most?

'Cause I don't really know how to tell ya
Without feeling much worse
I know you're in a better place
But it's always gonna hurt

Carry on
Give me all the strength I need to carry on
How do I breathe without you

I'm feeling so cold
I'll be waiting right here for ya
Till the day you're home

Carry on
Give me all the strength I need to carry on

So let the light guide your way
Hold every memory as you go
And every road you take will always lead you home, home

Ramadhan is coming again, yippee!

Its been a while when he leaves us, when he got to go and we celebrate syawal.

And today, its almost the end of rejab, the holy month of ramadhan, our best guest ever will come over about a month and few days more. But are we ready to have them?

Its a normal things to be ready when someone special came over and stay for a moment with us. So, why not we make a special preparation for also this 'special guest'?

Why?

Because it's the month full of barakah, full of rahmah. Some sahabah of the prophet felt so sad when it comes to its end. Some others hope n pray so that the holy month could be a year celebration, because they understand what it is all about.

Well, in that case, we should start our preparation now! NO TIME TO LOOSE! lets start our engine now by doing some ibadah that people usually do in ramadhan. Like start to fast every monday n thursday, start to wake up early in the morning for qiamullail although for only 2 rakaat, start to read the quran bits by bits (if you havent done it for years, but if you have, increase your reading!) And many other thing.

So, when the holy month come, we can start to accelerate at full speed to get the best in our ibadah. We can use the time wisely without wasting any second of it.

And as a friendly reminder, please commit the following Du’a to memory and make a habit of reciting it daily until the day of Ramdhan.

اللهم بارك لنا في رجب وشعبان وبلغنا رمضان
“O Allah, make the months of Rejab and Sha’ban blessed for us, and let us reach the month of Ramadhan.” [Musnad Ahmed]