All those beautiful memories

At some point of our life, we will miss all those memories that once we made before, every moments of hardship, friendship, happyness, sadness, and fustration..

at that time, we realised, how fast the time fly beyond our own will...and how desperately we wanna be back again...

every second that passes now, will be our memory for the future...yes..i realised that..and how valueable it is...each n every one of them.

And each n every one of them...will remain here...till the end of our life..

Syawal, month of tighten the loose.

it is a norm when it comes to a celebration, we came over to visit some relatives n friends, some are just besides us n others far far away.

But this is the special of month of syawal especially in malaysia, we always visit n come to houses even in a large group just to have a visit. N even more, to eat what have been cooked, hehe.

Moreover, there are always an open houses, invitation for a visit and also many many wedding event that been held on this month. N all of it, the main attraction is....to eat what have been served.

Actually, its irony becoz we have fasted for a month before, and get loose a couple of weight becoz of that (its a good thing though), but when its come to syawal, everybody will increase their weight (but not all, yes, have to admit it).

And worst, their weight increase are far more than what they've lost..so technicaly they are fatter..hahaha..

Well, its a joy for visiting friends n relatives that are long gone, some of them are working far, have a family n busy with their work and its a good things to tighten the relationship n ukhuwah that are easily broken nowadays.

Although we need to pay with the price of our body weight? Come on!! we always defeated when it comes to lemang and ketupat with some rendang and sambal kacang, hehe, thats a lot of consideration to make, haha. And its not good thing to waste becoz wasting is the devil favourite (peoples reason to eat much :p )

And in the end, exercises and playing badminton is a must to stay healthy and keep our body on right scale of BMI. And also dont forget to fast the 6 days of syawal, it will help (a bit) and also have a big rewards if you can made it.

Till my next post, adios and wassalam

Saat sukar

tatkala diri keseorangan, maka disitulah semuanya bakal terluah. perasaan marah, sakit hati, iri hati dan mcm2 lagi mudah terhambur keluar dr pekung yg tersimpan lama didada.

Ternyata bukan mudah untuk bersabar bila menghadapi kesusahan. Dan bukan juga mudah utk menerima  nasihat 'sabarlah min' dr org lain. Tapi, percayalah..sabar itu indah...dlm seganap aspek dlm kehidupan kita.

Pertama, perbanyakkanlah beristighfar. Dgn istighfar itu akn memadamkan dosa2 yg telah lalu lantas membantu kite utk melihat dgn lebih jelas lg dgn mata hati dan hikmah disebalik apa yg berlaku.

Kedua, tahan diri dari berkata dan fikir yang bukan2. Takut2 kita mudah menyalahkn tuhan dlm apa yg kita hadapi tanpa sedar.Dari Abu Hurairah bahwa Rasulullah shallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam bersabda,

مَنْ كَانَ يُؤْمِنُ بِاللَّهِ وَالْيَوْمِ اْلآخِرِ فَليَقُلْ خَيْرًا أَوْ لِيَصْمُت

“Barang siapa yang beriman kepada Allah dan Hari Akhirat maka hendaklah ia berkata baik atau hendaklah ia diam.” 

Ketiga, husnuzhon yakni bersangka baik. Bersangka baiklah pada Allah. kerna Allah tidak akn pernah menzalimi hambaNya dgn apa yg hamba itu tidak mampu bebani. Bersabar lah, kerna kite merancang, Allah juga merancang, dn Dia ada perancangan terbaik utk kita.

Kemudian sedikit demi sedikit, barulah kita akan redha dengan takdir yang ditentukan. dan mgkn kita bersyukur dgn ujian yg menimpa selepas bilamana kita mula nmpk hikmah-hikmah yg tersembunyi sblm nih.

Tiada yang tidak cantik kerana segalanya dalam aturan Allah. Ikhlaslah menerima sakit dan perit kerana disitu akan lahir suatu perasaan disayangi. Disayangi Allah dan Rasulnya. :')

Ujian sebenar

Ramadhan berakhir sudah, ia sudah pergi meninggalkan kita..tp bagaimana kita? cmne dgn iman kita? Mampu x utk kita kekalkn pace yg same time ramadhan lps?

So, Something for us to think back, who r we actually? Hamba tuhan? Atau hamba ramadhan? hmmm

Cube cek blik amal kita..cek balik ibadah kita..cmne dgnnye? Adkh kita wat semata2 kerna utk memenuhi ramadhan? Ataupun kita mampu utk kekalkn niat kita utk tuhan n cube sedaya upaya utk istiqamah sesudah bulan pose?

Ada pepatah arab menyatakn: 

كن ربانيً ولا تكن رمضانيً

"Jdlah engkau hamba tuhan, n jgn jadi hamba ramadhan."

At first, mmg rs mcm, eleeehh, x punye lr, tp bile dh masuk syawal, ujian sbnr bermula utk menilai blik diri kita, sejauh mana ikhlas kita kerana Allah?

Mmg nmpk sukar, tp bkn mustahil. Cubelah utk istiqamah, walaupun sesukar mana pun. Bukankah usaha itu lebih bernilai disisi tuhan berbanding natijah? Hmmm 

Searching for true love

You are always there

I sunk into the world

You always stay perfect

I was unconscious as the time goes

If I were separated from You

the darkness will destroyed it all

Let me dead of trying,

for the sake of happiness,

Let me sore wounded,

so i can sense it,

Let my pulse stopped,

for the sake of the Heaven,

Let me forever searching

for my true love,

You are always there,

You never loss my trust,

You're will remain,

You're the light in the darkness,

and I realise, You are the one

Show me the way to the You,

You, the only one.

Malu Je Rasa

وقليل من عبادي الشكور

"Dan sedikit dr hambaKu yg bersyukur"

Malu je rasa,
Pabila melihat manusia yg kurg upaya,
Mampu membuat ibadah lebih baik,
Sedangkan kita,
Yg cukup upayanya,
Tetapi selalu lari2 dr beramal soleh.

Malu je rasa,
Pabila melihat orang kurg pendapatannya,
Mampu sedeqah kebanyakkan drnya,
Sedangkan kita,
Selalu lokek dan berkira2 utk memberi.

Malu je rasa,
Pabila mereka yg kurg 'masa'nya,
Mampu curi2 masa utk membantu org lain,
Sedangkan kita,
Yg byk 'masa',
Hanya melihat dan memberi alasan.

Malu je rasa,
Pabila melihat org yg kurg sifat fizikalnya,
Tapi tggi akhlaq dan imannya,
Sedangkan kita,
Cukup sifat fizikalnya,
Tp rendah akhlaq dan iman kita.

Ya Allah,
Ampunilah kami,
Diatas segala kelemahan kami,
Diatas 'kurang'nya syukur kami pd setiap pemberianMu,
Diatas lalainya kami pd tugas kami sbg hambaMu.

Kurangnya ia, maka hancurlah diri.

T.A.Q.W.A

 Ia mempunyai banyak maksud, n antaranya adlh takut, gerun. Mksd lainnya pula adlh taat akn perintah Allah, berhati-hati, dan menyucikn diri dr dosa.

Persamaan perkataan taqwa dengan sikap berhati-hati pernah terungkap didlm perbualan antara Umah al-khattab dgn ubay bin ka'ab dimana ubay bertanyakn kpd Umar tentang makna taqwa. umar menjawab dgn persoalan baru "pernahkah engkau berjalan ditempat penuh duri? Ya, pernah, jwb uaby. "Apa yg engkau lakukan?" Tnye Umar kembali. Tentu aku sgt berhati-hati melaluinya." Jawab ubay. "Itulah yg dinamakan taqwa" tegas Umar.

Jadi, cmne taqwa kita?

nmpk mcm ssh nk detect bnde ni dlm diri, tp sebenarnya xde ler ssh sgt, sbg contoh bole lihat dr contoh2 nih:

1. bile kita tggl solat dgn sengaja
2. kalo kite menipu org yg kita syg
3. bile kita maki org dgn perkataan yg x sepatutnya.

bile kita dh buat either one diatas, apa kita rasa? bersalah x? atau xde rasa pape sbb dh biase?
bile kita gagal utk rasa apa2 kesalahan atau menyesal dgn apa yg kita buat seperti contoh2 diatas, sebenarnya kita ada masalah dgn hati kita. Mana rasa  taqwa or takut pd tuhan dlm diri bile kita buat bnde diatas especially yg berkaitan solat, tiang agama kita.

Jd kalo taqwa dh xde, cmne kehidupan kita? Bile x malu, x takut buat kejahatan, maksiat, n fasad.

Lg2 bile kita hidup di akhir zmn nih..terlalu byk kefasadan berlaku sekeliling kita. Manusia kini hilang prtimbangan dlm kehidupan. Terlalu byk perkara2 syubhah berlaku smpi kita pun x mampu nk bezakn.

Tp wateva happen, islam ttp optimis, ttp suruh kita utk tnm buah tamar yg ada di tgn walaupun kita nmpk kiamat tuh berlaku dpn kita. Masih berusaha utk berbekal buat kebaikan walaupun masa utk beramal hampir tamat

Akhir kalam, jom same2 tingkatkn taqwa selagi masih berbaki masa, lg2 tgh ramadhan nih, lets grab the chances while we can, Allah berfirman dlm kitabnya:

وتزود فان خير زاد التقوى

"Berbekallah, sesungguhnya sebaik-baik bekalan adlh taqwa" (2:197)